Monday, May 27, 2013

Live to Learn

It feels soo special to write something about someone who really loves you...
It's takes that special gaze to judge the intentions of that person running unnoticeably deep inside her heart but it's far enough to get attentions to whom which it meant to be. With her charming look, you will suddenly feel as if you are on top of the world!!!!

Though these kind of feelings just fly away in a fraction of second even before you realizing that you had one, it's more than enough to spend rest of your day happily with that lonely feeling "That's the power of love".
Far back in my schooling, my teacher use to explain about organic bond between H-C which has a bond length of about 1.09 × 10-10 m, but he never knew how desperate I was to get to that time of 10-10am school bell just eager to see her face which was lost in shadows of yesterday. Just like a nature of H-C bonding the feelings deep inside our hearts are un-reactive. Even after knowing each other for many years the reaction which suppose to happen was never happened, May be Newton's third law was right "For every action there is equal and opposite reaction", Since in my case there was no action the equal and/opposite reaction was never happened!

Life goes on so does the priorities changes! Change is invincible and one should accept such changes open heartedly. Life is no movie and there is no button called re-start. Everything going to happen is irreversible and over a period of time these moments will become sweet memories and these sweet memories will teach you a lesson which no one can teach you on this earth. With these lessons you will get a degree of life called experience which will play a crucial role in handling future events. Life is a real time class room and the every incidents of it are lessons to be learnt

                                "START LEARNING AND START LIVING"

Saturday, May 4, 2013

ಬಾಲೆ


ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರಿತಿಯ ಮನ ಗೆದ್ಹ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಝಲ್ಲೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮೊದಲ್ ಕಂಡಿದ್ಧು ಸಾಗರದ ತೀರದಲ್ಲೇ!!

ಆದು ಬರಿ ತೀರವಲ್ಲ, ನನ್ನ ಬದುಕಿನ ಸುಮದುರ ಪುಟ
ಮನಸ್ಸಿಗೆ ಮುದ ನೀಡುವ ಪ್ರಿತಿಯು ಬಲು ಹಿತ
ಮನಸ್ಸು ಸೋತಿದೆ, ಸಾವಿರ ಮಾತನು ಹೇಳಬಯಸಿದೆ
ಕಿವಿ ಕೊಟ್ಟು ಕೇಳು ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ಈ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯನು ಸೊಲಿಸದೆ.

ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರಿತಿಯ ಮನ ಗೆದ್ಹ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಝಲ್ಲೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮೊದಲ್ ಕಂಡಿದ್ಧು ಸಾಗರದ ತೀರದಲ್ಲೇ!!

ಅದು ಬರಿ ತೀರವಲ್ಲ, ಈ ನನ್ನ ಮನದ ಅಲೆಗಲ ಮುಖ
ನಿನ್ನ ನಯನವು ಈ ಅಲೆಗಲಿಗೆ ಬಲು ಹಿತ
ಕನ್ಮುಚಬೆಡ, ಮತ್ತೆ ಬರುವುದಿಲ್ಲ ಈ ಸುಖ
ಮತ್ತೆ ಬಂದರೂ ನಾನಿರುವುದಿಲ್ಲ ನೊಡಲು ನಿನ್ನ ಈ ಮುಖ

ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರಿತಿಯ ಮನ ಗೆದ್ಹ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಝಲ್ಲೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮೊದಲ್ ಕಂಡಿದ್ಧು ಸಾಗರದ ತೀರದಲ್ಲೇ!!

ಅದು ಬರಿ ತೀರವಲ್ಲ, ನನ್ನ ಬದುಕಿನ ಸುಮಧುರ ಚೇತನ
ಪರಿಥಪಿಸುತಿರುವೆ ಗೆಲ್ಲಲು ಈ ನಿನ್ನ ಮನ
ಪೂರ್ಣ ಗೊಲಿಸು ನನ್ನ ಈ ಚುಟುಕು ಯವ್ವನ
ಇಲ್ಲವಾಧರೆ ಬೆಡವಾಗಿದೆ ನನ್ನ ಈ ಜೀವನ

ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ಅದಿನೆಂಟರ ಬಾಲೆ ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರಿತಿಯ ಮನ ಗೆದ್ಹ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಝಲ್ಲೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಮೊದಲ್ ಕಂಡಿದ್ಧು ಸಾಗರದ ತೀರದಲ್ಲೇ!!

Monday, May 28, 2012

ನಲ್ಲೆ

ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ನೀನಿಲ್ಲೇ ಅಲ್ಲೇ
ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ನೀನಿಲ್ಲೇ ಅಲ್ಲೇ....
ನಿನ್ನ ನಗು ಅವಳದ ಬಿಲ್ಲೆ, ನಾ ನಿನ್ನ ಬಿಡಲೊಲ್ಲೆ... ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಜಲ್ಲೆ

ಆ ನಿನ್ನ ಮೀನಿನಂಥಹಾ ನಯನ
ಆ ನಿನ್ನ ಮೀನಿನಂಥಹಾ ನಯನ, ಸೆಳಯುಥಿದೆ ನನ್ನ ಸನಿಹ
ಆ ನಿನ್ನ ಮೀನಿನಂಥಹಾ ನಯನ, ಸೆಳಯುಥಿದೆ ನನ್ನ ಸನಿಹ

ಕದಡುತಿದೆ ಈ ಮನವ! ಸಹಿಸಲಾರೆನು ಈ ವಿರಹ!
ಕದಡುತಿದೆ ಈ ಮನವ! ಸಹಿಸಲಾರೆನು ಈ ವಿರಹ!
ನೀ ಬಾರಬಾರದೆ ನನ್ನ ಸನಿಹ...


ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ನೀನಿಲ್ಲೇ ಅಲ್ಲೇ
ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ನೀನಿಲ್ಲೇ ಅಲ್ಲೇ....
ನಿನ್ನ ನಗು ಅವಳದ ಬಿಲ್ಲೆ, ನಾ ನಿನ್ನ ಬಿಡಲೊಲ್ಲೆ... ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಜಲ್ಲೆ

ಹವಳಧಂಥಹ ಕಣ್ಣು, ನಿನ್ನ ಮೈ ಬಣ್ಣ ನಿಂಬೆ ಹಣ್ಣು
ಹವಳಧಂಥಹ ಕಣ್ಣು, ನಿನ್ನ ಮೈ ಬಣ್ಣ ನಿಂಬೆ ಹಣ್ಣು
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಮನ ಮೆಚ್ಚಿದ ಹೆಣ್ಣು ತುಂಬಬಾರದೆ ಈ ನನ್ನ ಕಣ್ಣು....


ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ನೀನಿಲ್ಲೇ ಅಲ್ಲೇ
ಓ ನನ್ನ ನಲ್ಲೆ, ನೀನಿಲ್ಲೇ ಅಲ್ಲೇ....
ನಿನ್ನ ನಗು ಅವಳದ ಬಿಲ್ಲೆ, ನಾ ನಿನ್ನ ಬಿಡಲೊಲ್ಲೆ... ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಕಬ್ಬಿನ ಜಲ್ಲೆ

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Infatuation @ mid night

New era of ma life has just begun
I am not here to bargain!!!


New era of ma life has just begun
I am not here to bargain!!!


she calls it's infatuation
n she feels more n more frustration....
the frustration of me loving her
n a frustration of her temporary commitment...


It started for a while, with all her cute smile
this cute smile is far for 6,902 mile
which I am planning to reach far a while
the while for which I can smile
n the while which takes me out of this exile.


I am sitting here in dark without light
with only clock ticking @ 3:35am very bright!!!
Her smile is askihg me to take a flight...
but am afraid to face her as I am not ready to fight.


The taste of her lips is too toxic
as I am failed love verdict
I am not ready to end this in tragic
there is little hope for a magic....!!!


New era of ma life has just begun
I am not here to bargain!!!
New era of ma life has just begun
I am not here to bargain!!!


Whenever I think of this bargain...
my mind thinks the way things were
n the way you are...


Sometime it makes me to think how foolish I was
as I wonder what ur thinkings were....
I hope u ll watch me today if not tomorrow
N I will hope no disappointment any more...

Saturday, July 3, 2010

it's just about myself and papu

With grief of heart and unclear near future…. 
I don’t know where I am heading towards, 
all the things are happening for the first time 
like mind running blank with no road ahead to walk. 

I wonder how I have just passed 1 year 
and I am not sure how will I face the coming future. 
Those days were printed in my mind like a program engraved in a microchip.
Life is not a movie wherein we can adjust the climax based on the choice of our own, 
but it’s a real life so does the incidents of our own. 

The incidents here are so real that the damage caused is irreversible. 
Glass and heart both are same it’s better to leave them as scattered 
than try to hurt yourself putting them back together.

Mine is a failed love not for the first time 
but yes again for the second time. 
It’s not my fault to love a girl who’s nowhere loves me or tries to, 
but it’s my weakness that I loved her smile… 
The smile of her face is like a diamond worth million, 

The feeling of her smile is heartbreaking 
It’s just like “jumping out of a flying plane without parachute”. 
and hoping to get a sea of love in a Thar Desert.

Today i.e 4th of July 2010, I am celebrating the anniversary of my failed love. 

The sweet anniversary! same day and the month but the difference in year. 

A year ago she was cute so now, 
She was sweet so now 
She was near but now no where… 

“Life is short make it sweet” 
but who the bloody hell wants a long life which makes us to feel seconds as hours. 
The infatuation of the one whom I loved is burning my life and let see how far it will be.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

My Love

He's the first guy of my life's gain
May be the last if the closed chapter opens again

I feel very hot when he cruise the road with Rx100
I feel very hot when he cruise the road with Rx100
The way he's cruising is special
Becz he's the one whom I met in orkut portal

It's a cloudy morning
The winter is chilling
The breeze is blowing my hair
As I am sailing down the road
You know I am here for a conversation
I know you don't have restriction.
Your love is diversing my heart
cheating my dad's own draft

We are here together
our love lives forever
The roar of your bike is blocking my ear
My heart is asking you to come near
I am in good mood as of you dear
standing on my toes tips to sit near

I am here at my place
The place of peace n the place of love
My hope of love is sailing high
With the desires inside me burning bright
I am living here, in this world of desires
The desire of getting you
n the desire to plunk you in my heart
Desire is what my life is,
so the peace in this place is.

Monday, November 9, 2009

My destiny in LOVE

She is the one i loved
with effusing all my kind love,
but i never know that its heading in one way
the way which has no breath
the way which is very near 2 death.

I thought she will marry me in some day
but god took me in other way,
was not expecting this call
but it comes in winter fall
it came at night 10 o'clock
which put my mind in shock,
the sweet voice which i accepted n
the agony words which i never expected,

I'm alone in loosing sted
with ice poring on my head
which masks my eye lid
avoiding tears to skid

i know its not worth living
with my girl leaving
she is heading in that way
which takes her far away

i laid out on that night
with only moon in the sky to fight
body is freezing
noose is sneezing n
blood starts cloting..
i don't want that heart,
a heart without her beat n
a heart which always cheats.

oh yeah i reached that way
with her smile standing on bay
the bay of death
and
the death of heart.